JANETTE WITTWER

Today was a challenge. As the day progressed the idea of going to the fit camp was daunting. I had not been since a week ago Monday. Last Wednesday I got sick, Monday was a holiday and that takes us to tonight. So rhythm was off and my old fear came flooding back. The fear of not being good enough or that I cannot make it through the exercises. All day I kept telling myself I have no option, I must go... It came time to go and I really struggled to go. I forced my issues into a box and said to my self that at a minimum I will drive there. Even if I don't get out of the car at least I drove there which is more than what I wanted to do. Well low and behold I THEN encounter the only rush hour EVER in my neighborhood. Getting out was nearly impossible with so few roads leaving the communities here and only one available... Yup so you wouldn't believe it but apparently some kid threatened a robbery with a fake bomb threat at the gas bar near my place. Subsequently that had the main..