EVERY LITTLE CAFE

I am far from the model textbook mum. Some people just relished being mothers, I am not a natural mothering figure. In fact, I'm the mum that blunders through parenting and do all the things I am not supposed to without realizing it. My kids are not sugar-free, they are not donned with clean matching clothes, nor do they get plenty of age-appropriate stimulating activities all the time. Yes, even at kid number 4, I am still struggling and learning so much about being a mother... Imagining not being to cope with regular children nuturing, 2 years ago we discovered that T1 and T2 have various learning difficulties. Like any parent, I blame it on myself... The excerpt below was written 6 years ago. When I just had my second kid and with the best intentions thinking I had time to upkeep a blog and pursued the meaning of "being me". I could laugh in that face of naivety. A lot had happened since. Somehow along the way, I had lost the ability to communicate - even by writing which was my..